As always when something like this has occurred, I am at a loss for words to describe what it was like and how it feels. How I feel. I can only tell you what happened and let you decide for yourselves whether it is immoral or wrong, or beautiful and loving. I think it is one of those things you have to decide for yourselves. All I know is that for us there is a contentment, a peace and happiness that is hanging over Mac and I. I think it might be called love.

Mac came home on Saturday afternoon and He didn't drag me immediately to the bedroom. I was a little surprised and a little disappointed and a tiny bit confused. Whenever I tried to entice Him, He would smile indulgently and gently push me away. I was frustrated with Him but He wouldn't say any more to me other than to be patient. I was ravenous. I wanted Him badly and He knew it and was enjoying making me wait.

We talked about inconsequential things, His trip, my days without Him, and the things we had seen and done. I sat on the floor with my arms wrapped around my legs and listened to Him intently. He slouched on the sofa and never took His eyes off me. I knew He wanted me too.

He had been home a couple of hours and I had made us drinks and we were still talking when the doorbell rang. I looked at Mac and He didn't seem at all surprised. I went to the door. It was Emma. I greeted her with surprise and affection and she was surprised I hadn't known that Mac had invited her for dinner. I had nothing prepared. I told Mac this and He said that we would get take out. I was all up for that. The three of us sat down and talked a little more and the doorbell rang again. I looked at Mac and frowned. He smiled at me and told me to get the door.

Emma followed me as curious as I to see what Mac was planning because there was no doubt that Mac had something planned. It was Ben. I grinned at him and pulled him into a hug. He hugged me back and asked why Mac didn't have both Emma and I naked. We joked about him being a sexist pig and we led him into the family room. Mac grinned at me and I called Him a bastard for not letting me know Ben was in town.

We ordered way too much food for four people to eat and Mac told Emma and I that we should get changed into something that was barely there. Emma joked with Mac about being a sexist pig too, only wanting us around for our bodies. He told her He didn't only want our bodies, but it would do for a start. We laughed and both raced upstairs to get changed into something pretty and slinky that left just enough to the imagination.

When we came back downstairs Mac threatened to make us answer the door to the deliveryman but He didn't mean it and we ate with lots of good conversation and laughter and a little groping and such. It rarely gets better than good food and good company, except to this you have to add sexual tension and anticipation. I knew the four of us would end up in bed together. I knew it would be beautiful and my body throbbed with wanting it.

Emma and I managed little of the food but the men put away a lot so after dinner we got out the Scrabble board and played a couple of games. Mac won one and Ben the other and Emma and I sat there looking smug. Mac asked why we looked so happy with ourselves and Emma told Him it was because every woman knows that if you allow the man to win, he performs better in bed. (Emma and I had decided on this line of defence when we had gotten the game out because we knew the guys would beat us.) More talk of sexism broke out around the table until I stood up and asked why we didn't just go to the bedroom and fuck. Mac called me an impatient slut and I shrugged and took His hand and led Him from the table to the stairs. Emma and Ben followed.

Halfway up the stairs I stopped and turned to face Mac. I put my arms around His neck and I kissed Him long and deep.

'I love You.' I said.
'I love you, baby' He answered. 'Now let's go have some fun.'

I smiled at Him and pulled Him up the stairs behind me. We got to the bedroom and Mac told Emma and I to get undressed. We hadn't been wearing much so it didn't take us long. Mac and Ben just stood there in jeans and tee shirts watching us. Mac looked at me and smiled, then called Emma to Him. She stepped into His arms and He kissed her. I watched them for a moment. His hand travelled down her back and cupped her ass. Her hands slid between them and I knew they were working on His jeans.

I went to Ben and he smiled at me. I suddenly felt quite shy. The kiss was tentative, soft and gentle, exploring, probing, testing depth. He put his hands on my cheeks and held me to him and the kiss deepened into something more. It became sexual and lustful and my hands reached for the bottom of his shirt and pulled it up so I could feel his chest. It felt so close and intimate. I pulled the shirt over his head and then undid his jeans. We continued to kiss. Ben turned my face to the side and kissed a line along my jaw to my ear.

'Sarah' he whispered so softly it was almost a caress. I started, afraid of the words I thought were going to follow. 'Sarah, Sarah, I want to feel your lips on my cock.'

I grinned at him and slapped him playfully for scaring me with the 'Sarahs'. He chuckled and I sank to my knees in front of him. I was still smiling up at him when I slid his cock into my mouth. He moaned and I tried to grin. His hand came down and caressed my cheek while I slipped him in and out. I held His cock delicately in my fingers and licked across the head of his cock.

I heard another moan and I realised that it had come from Emma. Ben turned to see and I was torn between sucking on him and seeing what Mac and Emma were doing. Ben turned back to me and told me to get up on the bed.

Emma was already on the bed, her legs wrapped around Mac's hips, her hands tangled in His hair. They were fucking. I lay on my back next to Emma and I watched them kiss. Ben knelt between my legs and rubbed his cock along my wetness. I reached out to touch Mac's cheek and He turned and captured my fingers in His mouth. He sucked on them as Ben entered me. Mac groaned and I knew that Emma had tightened her muscles on Him. I looked at her and she looked so beautiful arching up to open herself more to Him. I caressed her face with the fingers that Mac had released.

'Sarah?' Ben whispered and I jumped because I had lost myself in Emma and Mac and I blushed at having almost forgotten the man that was inside me. I looked at Ben, feeling shame and he looked at me with such beautiful desire.

'You have spectacular tits' he said. He was full of lust.

I wrapped my legs around his back and pulled his head to mine so I could suck his tongue. I felt Emma caress my cheek and I reached for her hand with mine. We entwined our fingers and we held hands while we both concentrated on the man inside of us. I don't know if Mac saw us holding hands or if it was just something He wanted but He made Emma turn over onto her hands and knees. Ben told me to do the same so that I was now facing Emma. I watched her as Mac entered her again. I saw it happen in her eyes. She shivered ever so slightly and then Ben was inside me and I shivered too.

Emma and I kissed. Mac and Ben were both fucking us slowly so that we could. It was incredible to be kissing her while we were both being fucked. Ben reached his arm around me and his fingers stroked my clitoris. I shuddered and Emma moaned, feeling it with me. I kissed Emma until I couldn't take it any more.

'Oh Christ,' I moaned and let my arms collapse. I shuddered with my face against the bed. Ben thrust into me deeply while I came and He came too. Emma was whimpering and watching me thrash about on the bed. Ben pulled my hips back onto him and I squeezed my muscles while He finished. I lay with my face turned to the side on the bed and saw Emma bite her lip. Ben withdrew from inside me and I sat up. Ben snuggled in behind me and we took turns kissing Emma. While Ben was kissing her over my shoulder, I would kiss her neck.

I looked up at Mac and He smiled at me. He had been watching me. I shifted out from between Emma and Ben and Ben kept kissing Emma. I moved onto my knees behind Mac, kissing His back between His shoulder blades. I reached beneath Him and cupped His balls. He growled and Emma moaned and I slid my fingers further beneath them both until I could feel Him moving in and out of her. My fingers danced along His cock and then found her pussy. Further on I found Emma's clitoris and she shook when I caressed it. Mac grunted and Emma whimpered and I pressed against her clitoris until she came, gasping and shuddering. I drew back to feel His cock and balls again and as I kneaded His balls He came. He pushed into her deeply three times and then He pulled from her and allowed me to finish jerking Him over her pussy.

I moved to be beside Him and He leant over towards me and we kissed. His cock pulsed in my hand. He sat back on the bed, shattered. I knew that for now both Mac and Ben would be satisfied. I turned to Emma. She was lying on her back watching me. I kissed her and she wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me closer. Mac and Ben shifted so that we had one on either side of us. I didn't know which was where and I didn't care. I was with Emma now.

Emma and I moved into the 69 position with me over her. It felt strange to have my breasts pressed against the softness of her belly. I used my fingers to drag Mac's semen from her and my tongue to lick it into her. She did the same with Ben's semen inside of me. We shifted to our sides and continued to make each other shudder only stopping when one or the other of us came. I love the way she feels, I love the way she smells and tastes, I love the sounds she makes and I love how gently she loves me. I would gladly have stayed there all evening just making her come and letting her make me come. I was caught up in loving her.

I felt a hand in my hair and my head was pulled back. I moved to better accommodate Mac's cock in my mouth. I took His orgasm quickly. He hadn't interrupted us until He was on the verge of coming. Emma had sat up to watch Mac come in my mouth and when I turned from Him I kissed her, pushing His semen into her mouth with my tongue. She turned and gave it to Ben. Ben pushed me onto my back and knelt between my legs. He licked Mac's semen into my clitoris while I moaned and shuddered. Mac took my nipple into His mouth and bit and licked and sucked at it. Emma kissed me. I held Mac's head against my breast and Ben's head against my pussy and I came hard, whimpering into Emma's mouth.

Ben moved up over my body but Mac said that He needed Sarah this time and Ben pounced on Emma and growled at her like a bear. She squealed and wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him long and deep. Mac moved over me and slid easily into me. We made love, Mac and I and Ben and Emma. I reached for Emma's hand and she grasped it and we held onto each other tightly as we each came.

Later we lay on the bed, Mac, Sarah, Emma and Ben in that order, and there was a lot of touching and kissing and caressing. There was also some gentle teasing and laughter and a lot of love. I don't know if it happened one at a time or all at once, but we all fell asleep.

When I woke in the middle of the night the only one in the bed with me was Mac. His hand was between my legs. I asked Him where Ben and Emma were and He told me to listen and I heard a groan from down the hallway in the direction of the spare room. His fingers slid into me and my clitoris throbbed.

'I need to fuck you, baby,' He whispered and I needed Him too. I don't think I have ever loved Him more.

I woke first on Sunday morning and went to shower while Mac was still sleeping. Emma joined me and we whispered and giggled about the night before and we washed each other's backs. We snuck downstairs and started a huge breakfast of bacon, eggs, sausages, fried tomatoes and thick chunks of bread, toasted. Both men were sitting at the table drinking tea before it was ready. (It really is the fastest way to get them out of bed.) Having two yummy men sitting at the table in just their jeans makes for nice eye candy while eating.

We spent the rest of the day much the same way, just the four of us being around each other. Mac and Ben threw the rugby ball around and Emma and I watched them run around with their shirts off. We played a little with them but apparently we throw, kick and run like girls (go figure) and rugby is a man's game. I gave up when Mac picked me up (I had the ball) and carried me across the line and declared it a try. When I told Him He didn't ground the ball He took it off me and put it on the ground and declared it a fair try.

Ben and Emma didn't leave until early evening. I kissed them both. I don't know if Mac knows it or not but I fell in love with Ben, he is a very easy person to be in love with. I understand why he breaks so many hearts. I asked Mac if He thought Ben and Emma were going to spend the night together and Mac said He would have gotten Emma to spend the night with us if she wasn't spending it with Ben. I asked Him why and He shrugged and asked how I would like to be alone tonight and He was right. It would be awful to be on my own after the time spent with them all.

In a perfect world, Ben and Emma would fall in love and the four of us would be happy to share times like that often, but I have come to the conclusion that it isn't going to happen that way. Ben and Emma adore each other enough to be friends and fuck buddies, but they each like things their own way too much for it to ever work beyond that and of course, Ben will leave again in the next few days. He is the type of person that is always going somewhere else. Still, if we never spend time like that again (and I am sure we will) it was a totally delicious way to spend a weekend.

We were still standing in the doorway after saying goodbye to Ben and Emma when Mac kissed me.

'You know,' He said, 'Ben was right.'
'About what?' I asked.
'You really do have spectacular tits.' I grinned at Him. 'And right now I am imagining them covered in my semen so you had better get your ass upstairs and put some oil on your tits because I am going to fuck them.'

I wasn't sure what to say, or if I should say anything, so I headed for the stairs. Mac followed.

And as much as I already missed Ben and Emma, I still feel surrounded by love.